Many years ago I was in a really dark place, an abusive and controlling marriage, very little time to myself and every move that I made I felt as if I was being spied upon and monitored. Many times I wondered how and when it would end and yet each and every day I chose to live, I kept on trying to do the best that I could.
After nearly 12 years of marriage in August 2014, I have a firm belief that God once again intervened in my life, I was given a couple of thousand pounds, not a lot but enough for a train ticket and time to find somewhere to live, I felt that I had to move far enough away from my family and few friends to feel totally safe and I moved to Pembrokeshire on the West Coast of Wales, met someone who I was with for just over 5 years, sadly it didn’t work out but I never give up on the idea of finding love 😀 ❤️. It’s hard sometimes when you don’t really love yourself very much and although I say that I do outwardly I don’t always feel it inside
Anyway after some hard times, loss and separation and having 💋 a few female 🐸 I found my princess 👸, a year later and we are still going strong and the past are just memories now. Whilst writing this post I am sat on a bench enjoying the sound of birds singing all around me.